Presents? Not so much. A book, some small dolls and a new watch. And hair dye. Which is the reason why my hair is red now. And it's a pretty red. <3 I love it.
On other news?
A few nights ago, I had another one of my small 'panic attacks'. I don't know if I should call them panic attack since I just get nervous and scared and shiver a lot while thinking about some bad things. *shrugs* Anyway, I had one of those.
And those things are the reason why I stay awake as long as I can so that I fall asleep immediately without any chance of thinking about things. Call it running away, call it whatever you'd like to. But it's easier for now.
Saa~ ...So many things to think about and to plan.
I'm going to move the stuff in my room again which will hopefully grant me new space. Then I need to talk to CJ and Roxy about some stuff since my cousin has all been like 'whut? Beginning of July? Hell naw dude! Middle I say!' So it's possible that I'll fly alone. ...First time flying. XD; I really hope that it'll turn out okay... I'm such a worry-ward when it comes to that kinda stuff. But I really want to fly to Florida in the beginning of July so I can spend a lot more time with them.
I've been so worried about meeting them lately like, what if we don't get along and what if I'm too nosy and what if I do something wrong? All that stuff. I'm an extremly shy person when it comes to meeting new people in person but after a few days, that normally settles down. I hope it'll work this time too.
I've finally had the time to finally RP a bit again. Not much, just to shake my muses awake and let them act retarded. *snickers*
And just for the heck of it...
It's ask the Muses time!
Here are my Muses, for those who don't know them~
Luke fon Fabre, Asch the Bloody (Tales of the Abyss)
Hisoka Kurosaki (Yami no Matsuei)
Yukito Tsukishiro (Card Captor Sakura)
Marluxia (Kingdom Hearts)
Feel free to ask them anything, I'll reply with their journals. <3 Yes, my own characters have a journal too. XD