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Feb. 29th, 2008


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Random facts:

- I hate it when people make Nazi or Hitler jokes around me. @.@ It kind of makes me angry.
- I hate exams. With a passion. Especially math. Ungh. WHO THE HELL INVENTED MATH?! RAWR!!
- I'm really forgetful in general. Really, REALLY forgetful, trust me. But when it comes to video games, movies or books... I remember every little detail.
- I found Persona 3 at the Game Stop today and started loling SINCE I'VE BEEN OWNING THAT GAME FOR MONTHS NOW! YOU'RE TOO LATE GERMANY. Bah.
- I loled even more about... Well, you know that Seer from X/TRC? The one called Kakyou? ...They changed his gender in the german manga. HE'S A PRIESTESS or so Kurogane called him. Can you imagine how much I laughed?
- They did the same ting with the younger Ashura. They made him/her (since he/she is genderless) a girl. NO GHEI FOR GERMANY IT SEEMS!
- I need a break very badly or else I'll explode.
- Sis Del~~! Sis Mei~~! TOT My whole online family, I wanna meet them so badly!
- My english teacher is a sexist and a racist. I am overjoyed.

Feb. 8th, 2008

trc chibi twin ~tower

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...My cousin's cat died. She wasn't even a year old yet. ...Fuck the inventors of cars. Just fuck it. I'm really sad right now...
Since my cat was hit by a car about a week ago and she barely made it. My cat and my cousin's were sisters. They both lived with my aunt since my Dad's allergic to cats. 
Also, my cousin's sick right now, she's got scarlatina/scarlet fever. I bet that Kat's small but very warm body would do her some good...
But... she is dead. I feel so... crushed. I want to cry right now but I know that my body is not reacting to that yet. But it will, I just know it.

So R.I.P. Kat. You were a little bit crazy but you were my cousin's pillar of support. I love you for that.

I hope that you're happy where you are now. Good-bye little kitty.

Feb. 4th, 2008

you need wings to fly

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From bjeezus

Jan. 31st, 2008

personal problems + explosives

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[Cranky rant that's useless]

Dear Weiß Kreuz fandom:

His name is Schuldig. Not Schulderig, Schluderich, Schludich or any variation from there on. 

It's Schuldig. I get why some call him Schuldich, heck, if you get the pronunciation wrong, it sounds just like that.

But it's a german word and therefor, it's Schuldig.

[/cranky rant]

Jan. 22nd, 2008


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After yesterday... I remember why I love fanny so much. Talking with Stars, the chat, the log with Jabs... It made me smile. I'm so happy right now.

I'm so glad that I decided against leaving.

Jan. 13th, 2008

fanny gay

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...I love fanny. I really really do. I love it from the bottom of my heart, I wish I could bring myself to get active again.

But part of me tells me just to drop everyone. But I don't want to do that. Leaving fanny would be like... I don't know what but it would be horrible. Maybe I should just stick with two charas, Luke and Marly, and hope that it'll be better that way. *sighs*

Gods, I hate life right now. I haaaaaaaate it. Give me back my friggin inspiration, give me back my happiness damn it! 

Jan. 9th, 2008

personal problems + explosives

PE class

Volleyball, meet nose. Nose, volleyball. 

Blood, meet my hand. Hand, this is the blood that usually flows in my body.

I wish I could have seen who did that. *sighs* I know it wasn't on purpose but... Gah.

Jan. 6th, 2008

personal problems + explosives

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School starts again tomorrow. Shit. I don't wanna.

The only thing I want to do is curl beneath my blanket and sleep until the next break starts.

Dec. 26th, 2007

fye ~ smile

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So... Christmas is over. It was like every single year before but I enjoyed it a lot. 

Presents? Not so much. A book, some small dolls and a new watch. And hair dye. Which is the reason why my hair is red now. And it's a pretty red. <3 I love it.

On other news?

A few nights ago, I had another one of my small 'panic attacks'. I don't know if I should call them panic attack since I just get nervous and scared and shiver a lot while thinking about some bad things. *shrugs* Anyway, I had one of those. 
And those things are the reason why I stay awake as long as I can so that I fall asleep immediately without any chance of thinking about things. Call it running away, call it whatever you'd like to. But it's easier for now.

Saa~ ...So many things to think about and to plan.
I'm going to move the stuff in my room again which will hopefully grant me new space. Then I need to talk to CJ and Roxy about some stuff since my cousin has all been like 'whut? Beginning of July? Hell naw dude! Middle I say!' So it's possible that I'll fly alone. ...First time flying. XD; I really hope that it'll turn out okay... I'm such a worry-ward when it comes to that kinda stuff. But I really want to fly to Florida in the beginning of July so I can spend a lot more time with them.
I've been so worried about meeting them lately like, what if we don't get along and what if I'm too nosy and what if I do something wrong? All that stuff. I'm an extremly shy person when it comes to meeting new people in person but after a few days, that normally settles down. I hope it'll work this time too.

I've finally had the time to finally RP a bit again. Not much, just to shake my muses awake and let them act retarded. *snickers*

And just for the heck of it...

It's ask the Muses time!

Here are my Muses, for those who don't know them~

Luke fon Fabre, Asch the Bloody (Tales of the Abyss)
Hisoka Kurosaki (Yami no Matsuei)
Yukito Tsukishiro (Card Captor Sakura)
Marluxia (Kingdom Hearts)

[Original Characters]

Feel free to ask them anything, I'll reply with their journals. <3 Yes, my own characters have a journal too. XD

Dec. 12th, 2007

Spite and pron

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1. Leave me a casual comment of no particular significance, like a lyric to your current favorite song, your favorite kind of sandwich, or maybe your favorite game. Any remark, meaningless or not. But please tell me GIMME QUESTIONS or something so I know you want them.
2. I will respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better.
3. Update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. Include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in your own post.
5. When others respond with a desultory comment, you will ask them five questions.

1. Red. Because I love red hair. <3
2. Kingdom for a Heart by Sonata Arctica if I'm in my *SCOWLS* mood and Falling for the First time by Bare Naked when I'm happy. <3
3. A plane ticket to visit all of most of my friends in America. <3 No, I'm not kidding, that's the first thing I'd buy.
4. You're making me choose only one? D: Balthy x Gren, Luke x Sakon, Maku x Lina  OKAY OKAY! I'd so make Xelloss x Marly canon, just for the lulz and crack and heartbreak that would bring. <3333
5. Uuuh... I ~love~ playing tennis. I love it so much it hurts. D: Does that count as super guilty pleasure?

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